When I recognized what I had done wrong and tried to reconcile, I was expecting us to talk it out like most friends do and move forward. I started to read a lot about it, especially when I was down and needed an explanation for how he treated me. What I have seen over time is that those who detach, and accept their Aspie for who they are, often get the added benefit of a calmer, more helpful spouse. Days where I day to myself, why even bother with the hardship and better to just let go and move on. If they breach that boundary more than once, please know that you can leave the relationship otherwise your will be left with nothing. This is one of the things that leads me to think he has Aspergers/ASD. FG B, 1,000s of times, whre, dead fish, no spring chicken, mentally ill, bipolar, crazy like insert name here, brooding, hypocrite, liarI cant even remember them all. I have tried reaching out to him, first via texts, which he mostly ignored and then said that he is now unsure of whether he wishes to continue in our relationship. Other quirks. Like he said, this is how he is. I really want to just run away but he says he's suicidal and I'm so stressed out that I'm physically sick frequently. There are times to be kind and supportive. You were being accused of something that had nothing to do with you, and the more you tried to explain, the angrier and more unreasonable your partner became. Few weeks after we reconnected and decided to start over again. express frustration, especially if they have trouble communicating effectively. I often am scared that I am moving forward and he is just standing still enjoying the company ut not really growing with me. I have been. With this person, you became the best version of yourself. Which I said to him once and he blew it all out of proportion. As a matter of fact some people(not just Aspies its a general psychological problem that can happen to anyone) deal with that kind of abuse by actually trying to make sure no one likes them so they can stay in their comfort zone. He would often get depressed and blame it on the recent deaths of his family members, but never seemed to show concern for the problems in my life, never asked how I was doing. Was he an aspie? I guess I just needed to vent to people who know what I'm going through. He has just the past month tried therapy and got a prescription for medication which I know is more than most ND would. You felt like you were with Dr. Jekyll and Mr(s). You need to be Mother Theresa to stay in a relationship like this. He discarded me 2 weeks ago. Many on the Spectrum would be horrified by the trauma inflicted on you. Those are questions I am wondering as well. Hi im greatful to read all of this comments im in a long distance relationship with my boyfriend for 3 years now and the start was pretty good and I didnt know he has aspergers until 6 months into our relationship. We have had open(ish) conversations about the disorder and how it impacts communication. I also agree that it is not a relationship for the feint or heart. That resigned approach is never going to foster a healthy, mutually-beneficial relationship, it puts all of the onus on the neurotypical to do the adapting, and it encourages co-dependency between the readers and the syrupy validation of the psuedo-psychologists. I get an apology yet days later it starts again. We are amazing together when times are good but any criticism he cant take. You were energized and felt healed by this love. Yes, many of our Aspies have severe anxiety, and some cross wiring that makes it difficult for them to feel and talk at the same time. I need to try to make friends with the other introverts. Hes long refused therapy. I know that she cares about me and she knows that she doesnt want to lose me , thats why she cant do anything , Thats why she cant just leave, but it still scares me, what if she never recovers from this? I suspect it will go on longer. I feel lost. Now let's move onto more genuine and solvable reasons. Then, there was another fight. I feel like all I have to do is to attract his attention to the issue and only a professional can do this, not me. Wears me out and Im empty. This is a tough life. Were also working on several charitable initiatives. I freaked out cuz hes depressed and he owns weapons. It did not go well at all. I need some advice. I had nothing left, but mistrust. I never thought about aspergers until I saw him dance, he would flap his hands around and it reminded me of autism. This false belief is based upon a need to feel safe in the world. I guess Im the only one he wasnt talking to. In other words, ASD can affect many of the skills we need while driving. What are your thoughts on this? If you or your child become ill, his response may be to care only about the financials or to disappear. It benefits nobody. Showered me with tons of presents. Just get on with Your life my friend.. Associated conditions, such as a sleep disorder or ADHD, can make driving challenging, too. But the best part was that they loved those parts of you that you had to hide from everyone else. Its been almost a week since he shut down, and four days since he replied to my texts. And when he gets confronted about it: he will make excuses that Ill pretend to believe so he wont lash out and neglect me again. As you noted, regardless of gender, the issues for NTs are the same. We take longer to figure out when it won't work, and then we may stop trying. They had no judgement about what most would consider to be broken or weird. Again it all seems one way and him not taking consideration of my feelings etc.. He has done this before and lasted over a month without speaking to us but this time hes showing no signs of stopping. You could relate, and the past injustices against your new love caused you such . I do not have Asperger's but have been in a relationship with a man who says he has un-diagnosed Asperger's After experiencing from the other side his first shutdown/meltdown I set out to find out as much as I possibly could so I could help myself to feel better and try to be there for him the best way I could. Your words resonated with me that I obliterated him. Many couples have learned how to cope with these situations by creating their own personal rules for engagement. He might have an iq of 165 when it comes to logic and numbers, but his emotional intelligence is very low. These people need a government health warning stamped on their head. He knew he was relaxed, he didnt have to audition anymore and he was starting to snap at me, become more insensitive etc. If all aspies were completely alike and predictible, they'd be a stereotype but they're not. He had surgery and couldn't go out for a while, he got laid off, he had a bit of a cancer scare, we went on lots of trips, and I was there for him when these all happened. Ive made it very evident to him that I love him and want to be with him. I care about her and want my friend back. For the aspie: At the beginning, you were amazed. Weve traded a few sporadic texts, but none recently. This has been happening for years, I always make excuses, cover for him, go into debt, and then he carries on as if nothing has happened!! However, when the Aspie chooses to shut down, cut off, shun and even get passive aggressive, this has the result of making us feel abused, oppressed, and worthless. I really like her a lot, shes an unbelievably beautiful, poetic person, who has such a true heart. Has an amazing job and extremely successful. I said I'd like to check in and see how she is feeling and tell her how I feel. And i have no idea to deal with him. February 3, 2021 / 1:08 pm (MST) It's been a long time since you posted so I hope you are no longer with him. Here is the clincher, if it will make you feel any better or to understand the mindset your AS person may be going through as well. Also, I started to become sensitive. Its a difficulty, not an excuse. Not understanding what he was really feeling, I took it as a rejection. I have been in a relationship for 10 months with someone with Aspergers. We were coworkers, only mildly acquainted. I love him dearly and am beside myself with anxiety. After continuing as friends for a while when I told him we can work this out he immediately agreed for a relationship. Good observation Daniel. Isolation or minimal interaction in social situations. The aspie may terminate their relationship as a way of punishing themselves or they may begin to self-harm in other ways. Actually, admitting they didnt know something actually became a common and exhausting theme. Dont be silent back, you will make them feel more disappointed about us. I hope this doesnt sound too negative. What man ignores his wife and family? You need to be there for you and your child. But he has to give us a chance, and I dont know how long he will stay away. In the beginning, it was nice that my autistic partner (now ex) noticed the little things about me. Love You. But two days ago I had a breakthrough when it dawned on me that he could be on the spectrum, and it was as though a veil had lifted. He cant lie very well. Being married to an aspie is a very lonely road to be on. Aspies don't make eye contact. Individuals with Asperger's may have some anxiety surrounding intimacy, and physical closeness can sometimes make them uncomfortable. I have interests that I share with few people and like my time alone. I'm in a similar situation and am confused. I have a 33 years marriage to another Aspie (I realised). Thats what I am learning. (Part 1) Another thing to consider is that many of us are far better at sex than romance or love. I told him the day after Thanksgiving that I felt these things. Does anyone have any tips on how to get back in touch with her? We met in college and were smitten. I am probably the only person who can help Bianca and Howard find relief from their paranoia because I know them very well and I know the dynamic of autism infused paranoia. Oh my God. This relationship was different. So has the recent proliferation of Web sites and forums where self-described Aspies, or Aspergians, trade dating tips and sometimes findnbsp Family dating and ensure archived dating pubs enjoy up for great processes of other world in timber. One way to stay calm when your Aspie gives you the silent treatment, is to remind yourself that they may mean nothing by it. What should I do? Im currently being froze out by him and we havent spoken properly in weeks. I don't understand how marriages last a long time. My intention was never offend, diagnose or whatever. We were planning on getting married and he said he loved me but that since we had made an appointment to look at a wedding venue he started having panic attacks. Yes, many of our Aspies have severe anxiety, and some cross wiring that makes it difficult for them to feel and talk at the same time. It has nothing to do with you in particular. I am now at the end of a very long aspie relationship. Then, out of the blue, I received a text message: "Darling, I don't want to hurt you, really I don't, but I cannot be in a relationship now, with you or anyone. Its not that they dont care its total. Click on the image below to request a free chapter. So they offer logical explanations and when those dont work, they often resort to the silent treatment. He cant handle actually thinking of the topic itself. But it sounds like he has no idea how to move forward with this pain. There is so much I could say about your post. Stay tuned. She just turned 36 in December. Take care. Such a thoughtful response. I asked what that was about, told them it made me feel like they were calling me stupid, and tried to set a boundary. I am assuming u have married. Reading these responses make me feel both calm and sad. Similarly, manipulative behaviour can often come across as simply "needy". She would look intensely into my eyes, we would have hilarious conversations, and totally bonded. We are divorcing. She was the first and only person to love me for me and being with her was the best few months of my life. Why Do Aspies Suddenly Back-Off in Relationships? He would end work days and say he was drained and just wanted to watch tv without talking. He's made his decision to leave because he can't express his needs and I don't read minds. It got worse because my wife went through a period of depression and started taking antidepressants and I think that makes it even worse. This has happened in the past and I have been understanding and asked only that he be 100% transparent with me in the future if it happened again. Hope you'll feel better soon! Get rid of these sick partners. He says Im such a good person he doesnt feel like its fair and I deserve someone better than him. Its just really sad and scary and hard. Ive been married for 35 years, and cant take it anymore. He told me about his condition in our first meeting and said he is not looking for anything serious. In our group you will discover that you are not alone. Be prepaared to lose yoursself if you choose to stay. I cant say anything without an attitude coming back at me. Common symptoms of Asperger's that may impact social interaction or communication include: Problems making or maintaining friendships. No topics were off limits in our conversations. I have dedicated 15 years to this marriage, most spent alone, crying, confused, angry, fussing, yearning and not Im resentful. I'm so glad I ran across this blog post. The beginning was so beautiful and happy, like a dream actually. They even take their friendship beyond the office and talk about the bike rides they went on or the other activities they did together. First of all forgive yourself. We are both bright and have completed graduate degrees, but have had many struggles in our marriage as well as in maintaining friendships. Then unblocked me and told me that how much of a big mistake it was on my part to call his number few times in a row. This sounds exactly like my lunatic ex.. except he was very arrogant. The silent treatment is devastating. I compromised for 6 years. I had stupid stupid argument when my aspie fiancee was lecturing me on how to do something and showed (as usual) no concern for the stress I was under at the time. Hi Emily! Thank you. Believe it or not, this is quite common for Aspies. They fail to take into consideration the person into their reasoning. I feel like he broke my trust and i dont know if i could trust him again. Figure out sooner than later if you are in one, and get out before it gets even harder to leave. Their actions are devastating and to the point its making me physically sick. I love him anyway. AND IT FEELS GREAT! But, a person with cancer has millions of resources that are helpful to understand cancer and what it means and future options. When I have spent my life helping others in NeuroDivergent relationships resolve the stress and misunderstandings and chaos? She only liked when we would do things she enjoyed, and kept silent about anything controversial. I hope they can find peace. These cookies ensure basic functionalities and security features of the website, anonymously. Meltdowns are the norm. u want to stay away and respect them at the same time u want desperately to talk to them and reassure them. This is traumatic for us both. It's not easy being an aspie in an NT world. I forgive him for that but i often notice him lying about something to me. My anxiety is in overdrive and Im scared to keep bombarding him when I know this might push him away but I also need answers and some form of communication. Thomas Holland, who had always wanted to be a bus driver . He is living with he's parents currently. But I havent this time. There are a couple of things you can do in lieu of therapy, but very supportive of therapy with the right psychologist. We feel helpless about this. Its a continue process and its been a week and it feels like he doesnt want to text or call me anymore but he does say he loves me and even made baby names for our future with me. My biggest advice to you all is to research trauma bonding. The silent treatment is painful, but it helps to remember that its not my fault. Any update on what happened to you and your ex? I find myself in a cycle of validating his feelings and assuring him I dont blame him but we need support. It can be really hard to understand someone who thinks so differently from me. My husband also has many of these traits. But what I have come to realise is that asperger's really is a developmental disorder. Janes comment is just proving everyones experiences and hurt is valid. No talking. Ive never been so happy to come across this page. Still I have been hurt, confused and in doubt a lot of the time. At the back of my mind is the gnawing feeling of what if he isnt on the spectrum and is just being an uncaring selfish asshole? You felt like you were on a new wavelength, and so you were absorbed in this world with this new love who had so many interesting insights and strong feelings. It IS abuse. They only care about themselves .It is a hard realisation to make but they will not change or see what harm and hurt they cause . Today I have the first sign of coming back of my husbandafter one year of back off my husband was like we have met! I have been through marriage counselling, long tearful talks with my sister and daughter on and off for 19 years because of arguments that have turned abusive , with my husband. You cant just teach each other about your own differences if you dont know in what ways youre different or what those differences mean. Know you are not alone and others have been through this horribly emotional roller coaster ride with you. Without empathy, NeuroDiverse folks need a strong moral code to keep from slipping into narcissism. I hear ya sister! They went silent. my daughter , runs around school drop offs and yet here I am , writing on a blog and hes gone into shut down , buggered by a small argument .hes packed his suit case and left. Where once you were a hero and life-saver, now you were being considered a terror. We where only married six months we had no sex and he never cared for hugging kissing or any other romance any help would do older woman older man. My husband has Aspergers, but its not excusable that he blasts me for being old, ugly and fat. I certainly can help with a tentative diagnosis with video sessions, but it would not be official until confirmed in person, in your own country or at least a neighboring country. You had a purpose, and the purpose was to prove your love and devotion. Im not able to afford counseling at this time. This is happening to me too. The worst thing is feeling punished for having an emotional response or negative reaction to being at the brunt of an outburst especially when you already feel abused and worthless from it. A piece of advice to NTs: dont ever tell an Aspie just be yourself. A lot of times, my mother advises me by asking have you tried ? Or shell say you have to do! And usually all those are what I have done, which makes me feel worse about myself. Now i feel as she is completely different person. Thank you. Then we are both on the same wavelength. She is the one instigating most of our chatting in the first place. It's challenging to be on the NT end to say the least sometimes, but the blog post and all the comments really helped shine a light on a lot of things for me. I also believe that it might not get better because two people need to talk and adjust to be in a relationship, and that shows he cant talk about anything that makes him uncomfortable. That's what I'm going to try and do, but I know how difficult it is to wait sometimes, but if you show him you care enough to give him space, he might be more willing to talk and go back to how things were. I have tried for a long time but the people we saw made things worse. Dont take this on yourself. He started something hes never done before, these weird, business-y emails to discuss logistics. An aspie who grew up with loud abusive parents has a reasonable chance of becoming loud and abusive themselves because in some cases, that's all they know. We both have a high iq, me 130 and he 165. While I dont think you have the right to make this decision for her, if you cant break through the defenses and misunderstandings, you do have the right to put your own life in order. 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